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I don't have any desire to get money/fame from my hobbies–posting drawings to social media makes me want to kill myself.
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But I just sit around all day reading and drawing and make money however I can, when I feel like it. I went to a prestigious school and never struggled with academics, so my family thinks I'm some aloof brilliant girlboss. I don't have any concrete goals and I went to university just to learn about esoteric stuff that interests me, so I graduated unprepared for any career. tl dr friend cheated on bf in his own room while he was sleeping he makes her bf look like prince charming. it was a fucked up thing to do, with me by her side, her bf and cousin a meter away in his OWN house but seriously the most embarrassing thing is the guy is fugly. only told her cousin after so he can share that burden. it was fucking awkward, i was feeling like some type of voyeur while expecting her bf to wake up at any time and murder that guy, which didn't happen because everyone but me slept like a rock. at some point she made the guy touch her down there and started moaning really loud. we were laying on a single matress when i heard kissing sounds, literal moaning and thinking wtf? man they didn't even wait for me to fall sleep and honestly i wanted no part in it so i pretended to be asleep and actually did sleep for a while before she fucking almost fell on top of me. when there was none left we went to sleep and weren't really drunk since it wasn't enough booze. so basically because they had to work the next day the bf and cousin slept on the bed while we kept playing drink games sipping on beer and wine.
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when i first saw this dude he looked like a weeb who's into hentai and shit. My friend invited me and her male cousin to her bf's house to play games and eat junk food and she also invited some guy she knows from facebook. I had the most normal parents, neighbourhood, childhood in general, why tf was I such a psycho I can't remember anything that happened after that because I fell asleep around then. >Now we were the hottest, most talked-about power couple in sheep society I revealed who I was to him and watched him die inside. >Under my new identity I built up a relationship with the first sheep I ever abused (who was some kind of sheep prince) and we eventually got engaged. Polly"s (disguise name) death and claimed to be her daughter when making my debut into sheep society. >I weaseled my way into their society until I was a teenager, when I gave up the disguise because I looked different to how they remembered me. So I disguised myself as that tiny woman with the bob haircut from the incredibles so they wouldn't recognise me. >I'd miss abusing the sheep and be itching to return. >I'd continue to terrorise the sheep before eventually they'd rise up and drive me out. >It was always the same I'd go to a popular camping site in the countryside with my family where I'd kick one of the lambs maliciously, invoking the wrath of its older flock members >(for some reason they were in the style of shaun the sheep even though it was the real world with real looking people). >When I was about 6 or 7 years old I used to play the same story in my head to myself before I went to sleep at night. I finally remembered what it is they make me nostalgic for. I wouldn't say I'm turned on or get any sexual pleasure out of it but they do seem to awaken ancient feelings within the deepest trenches of my subconscious. I'm so bored I went to check out /sty/ and read the entire fluffy ponies abuse thread (I strongly do not recommend).